Forgotten What It's like to Smile

I was striken by a sudden fear of losing my parents one day. I've always expected them to be here, supporting the family and household. Expecting them to be home in the evenings, in their bedroom watching teevee. But what if one day, something happens which breaks this blissful monotony? Age is catching up on them and illness will be inevitable. Just a matter of time. I hope I'll be ready by then, to rise up to the situation and be able to take charge. But can I?

Have not felt truly happy for sometime. I have been so immersed in playing sherlock holmes that I forgot what its like to think simply.

Emo stuff aside, I came across another one of Michelle Phan (aka ricebunny)'s tutorial - Easy Autumn and was so inspired I attempted to re-create the look on myself.

Here's the link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=69w6io4j_gM

And this is my own version. Colors have been adjusted here. I love this picture cause its so melancholic. But some been telling me that I look frail and sunken here. =(