Credits to Chester Tan.

Last night was the most horrible night I've ever had for as long as I can remember. Was already mentally exhausted but I kept waking up in between intervals of light dozes, hoping to see a message alert on my display screen. But I was disappointed.
When I decided that no message was gonna come and managed to fall asleep, I found myself drifting in and out of different dreams, which were all related to what I was worrying about, just maybe different characters. I remember waking up and heaving a sigh of relief that it was just a dream, only to realise that it's much worse in reality. I wanted to escape and return to my slumber, yet I could not sleep.

So tired now.

Lost for words to write. My mind is in a whir.
Things have changed so much over the past 3 weeks, I don't know what to fathom of it or what I should expect. I can be feeling ecstatic, troubled, happy, worried, scared, sad and disappointed at the same time, almost everyday. So many emotions but I am only human. Please have mercy on me and show me the light.